The love we have...

My father came for a visit today with mum of course, their inseparable..dont know if its is a good thing but mum's mum...and thats another story... well actually their here to watch the kids for a few days ..been a few bad weeks here, lee's dad has been very ill with Mesothelioma ( asbestos cancer) ..we nearly lost him two weeks ago but he pulled through, funny how the world works ....can be very frustratingly upsetting, not that I mean we would not want him here!! would rather have him here than not!!. funny how we spend all our time worried about the inevitable but don't concentrate and work on the now. On to  the Gold Coast to arrange moving him back here to Hervey bay, you see he lived here when lee was in school for a few years and must have fell in love with the place. How do i feel ??, well thought I would write it out to see what cames ....he is very ill and we have been told we will be lucky to have him for Christmas..he has asked for kemo in a last ditched effort to prolong what is in despair a bridge to far...we are supportive of keeping him happy in what time he has left, his care will be needy, we don't mind..lee is strong, stronger than Ive given her credit for ..is it an act??, or is she ?....love her dearly and she thinks she can hide from me ..know her to well and have a shoulder in waiting. I'm angry !!,should I write that Lee's sister and BIL just don't seem to be stepping up in his time of need??., works more important to them...no I wont !!!..to much to bare at this time... just keep on track and do what is right , its all to hard atm to be that belligerent !!...any way to much to say and not enough will to stay calm....maybe another day!!

big love 

Introducing my second love

My fascination with my second love started watching Les Higgins bashing about in his army defender in the bush tucker man ... several attempts to replace my desire to own one with compromise’s yielded malcontent, and my quest for the wholly grail was unwavering .... 3 years ago I finally quenched my desire with the purchase of my current love a 98 Discovery LS 3.9L V8... commonly known as a D1...

My love affair started and all my dreams and aspirations were coming true, as with any new relationship I was shy at first learning to live with her little annoying habits. Which side of the garage to let her sleep, am I worthy of all her affections and could I give her the the things she needs to keep her in my life... As with all love affairs, they have their ups and downs, sometimes its great and we are in love and other times she loses her steam and I feel like slamming the door on her steering wheel.... most of the time we strive to be very considerate to each other’s needs, and sometimes we simply don’t talk ..but all in all the last three years have been some of the most wonderful times in my life and the love affair continues....sshh, don't tell the first love or ill end up in the garage sleeping along side her forever...  

Caressing her along the east coast of Fraser Island

OMG!!, talk about addiction, is all Liz's fault !!!

Q' Why do I keep coming back to my blog with the unrelenting urge to come and blog something else for the fourth time in one day???

A' ............................................................................................................................................................comment please

Big love

Movember nearly over....

So decided to do the movember thing again this year as i have for the last three......

started off slow ....who ever thinks that growing a mo is fun, is bloody insane!!!, ...

note to self  - with a mow, anything you eat can have an impact on what you smell for the rest of the day..!!

raised more this year than last and would like to thank all that help out with their very generous donations for the cause.... a before and after shot not pretty I know but ....I was born with this face and it gets older by the day .....if anyone would like to make a last ditched effort to help out ..please do....

 http://au.movember.com/mospace/117867/

Dad and I did it together this year... thanks dad, love you mate..together we reaised over $320..

Big love

                                                              

Got to love Christmas ....

Christmas Trees??, when is enough enough ??...we had the obligatory putting up of the Christmas tree tonight !...lol gave the kids the lecture on the way home from school ...

"Now guys we are putting up the tree tonight... remember what Ive told you .. you know mum gets a little bit OCD when it comes to the tree and all I need you to do is help dad put it up and put the lights on ..and then just step back and hand mum the decco's from whatever box she asks !!!....

"please, please don't try and help hang them!!!!"

"please, please don't try and tell her what goes where!!!"

"and for goodness sake don't ask dad to help!!!".....

and we will all have a pleasant evening !!..lol, ....

just another OCD,Color coded, Myer inspired, Christmas creation buy the one i love with all my heart!!..... 

Big love

Im a Blogger virgin

So ..got the idea from an old school friend ( funny how the world works, the nice people you remember from school but didn't necessarily click with come back into your life in such a way ..your happy to have them their ...mmmmmm ) and thought i would give it a go. I love attention and have forever got something to say but a lot of the time not many that want to listen ...might just keep my phyc bills down!!..lol...anyway I'm a blogger virgin, so go easy on me and if you have something to say ...don't let me stop you ....

Big love